Accepting My Twin Mates by Unwise Owl

All the words did was make his grin deepen, thinking I was being serious.

“I swear, dad dropped you on your head,” Astennu shook his head, sniggering at his twin.

I snorted in laughter, forgetting my current position, “it’d explain a few things.”

“Are you making fun of me again?” Badru frowned in an almost pout.

‘Ugh, no one should be this cute when they’re stupid,’ Evva fawned and even though I couldn’t quite

make out her form yet, I knew her tail was swishing around.

“Why don’t I put this away, so he doesn’t get any more ideas,” Astennu nodded towards his brother.

“No, wait…!” I grasped his arm, but he pulled at the drawer before I could stop.

“What’s this thing?” He asked slowly, dropping the vibrator in the drawer and picking up my other toy,

my rosebud.

I wanted to crawl in a hole and all my wolf did was howl in laughter, letting me know their wolves,

Aasim and Baniti, were doing the same. And to add the sprinkles on top of my mortification, he turned it

on, sending the silicone tongue on top of the rosebud undulating in its rhythm.

“Stop going through my things!” I shrieked, making another attempt to grab the object.

He held it up high, out of my reach behind him, laughing at my futile attempts to reach around. He

tossed it to his brother, avoiding my snatching hands, and who held it high up above him too.

“I think we’ll hang on to this one,” Badru laughed, his free arm gripping my waist, both their eyes

sparkling in mischief.

“Give it back!” I demanded, almost snatching it.

He tossed it back to Astennu in this stupid and childish game of ‘keep away’, with a vibrator, still

switched on, and I was losing. Why couldn’t this humiliating nightmare have been the dream?

I lunged at Astennu, gripping his shoulder to boost myself up. Only, a pair of deep dominating growls

halted me. I looked down to see I had pressed my breasts into his face and because they were

bouncing around freely under my shirt, they rolled around his jaw, encasing his face. My thighs sat

astride his lap, grinding against his strained erection. Badru’s hands snaked around my waist, his

rumbling chest pressed once more to my back. This position was familiar. Too familiar.

Astennu’s arm lowered and I knew if I didn’t move now, the dream would become a reality and I

doubted it would stop at oral. I snatched the rosebud from his hand, turned it off and threw it in the

drawer, slamming it closed so hard the whole nightstand jostled.

‘Wuss,’ Evva snickered. ‘Maybe if you got some double d**k, you wouldn’t be so angsty.’

‘But out, wolf, and go rub yourself up your own mates!’

‘When I get a physical form, trust me, I will. Possibly after I fight them a little first.’

“Can we just get some sleep, please?!” I cried out and pulled the blanket over my head, feeling far

more flustered than ever before.

“We were just playing around… are you mad at us, nour el-ain?” Badru peeled the covers down and

nuzzled the side of my cheek.

“No,” I squeaked. “…I’m just embarrassed, is all.”

“Why, ammar?” Astennu wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his chest. “It means you know

what you like when you are ready to play with us. Goddess knows, I’m gonna need as much help as

possible in that department.”

Even in the dim light, I could tell there was a faint blush to his cheeks. Yet, the eagerness in his tone

suggested he was excited and hungry to learn.

An awkward silence encapsulated the three of us, that was until Badru opened his mouth.

“Who were you thinking about?” His hand massaged my hip from behind.

“What?” I lifted my head, though I knew his meaning.

“You know, when you were using your toy,” I felt him smirk into my neck. “Was it both of us? Just one?

It was me, wasn’t it?”

“Goddess, could you fondle your ego any more?” I snapped, completely crimson. “And if you must

know, I didn’t use it. You knocked before I could.”

“But you were thinking about us, weren’t you?” Astennu propped himself up. “Both of us felt a huge tug

towards you through the bond and it felt pretty heated. It’s why we came to you. It was keeping us up.”

They felt me having a s*x dream about them? Where was that pit for me to crawl into again…

The two of them chuckled at my silence and snuggled in at either side of me.

“Why does my mattress have your scent on?” I blurted out, wanting to change the subject and

remembering what occurred to me earlier.

They both tensed, “you… picked up on that?” Badru asked hesitantly.

“It was kinda there when I got it, but it faded after a while. I only really picked up on it again after I got

my wolf and, once I knew we were mates.”

“It was Badru’s idea,” Astennu nodded towards his brother with a soft smile. “He overheard you talking

to Lucy that your old one was giving you trouble. We bought a new one and slept on it for a while to put

our scents around it, hoping they’d make you happy… even if you couldn’t identify the scents as ours.”

“What would you have done if I hadn’t picked it up?” They had gone through so much effort with no

guarantee that I would have even been the recipient. It was kind of a free for all when something was

up for grabs.

“We’d have just kept going till you got one, even if we kitted out the whole pack house. I… I know you

would have never accepted it if we had given it to you directly,” Badru whispered into my shoulder,

kissing where his lips brushed.

He was right. I wouldn’t have. I was so fixated in my dislike for them while simultaneously battling my

enormous crush on them, I would have resorted to sleeping on the floor rather than accept any gift from

them.

“Don’t feel bad or guilty. Back then, we deserved it,” Astennu nuzzled against my forehead, wrapping a

lock of my hair around his fingers.

“Me especially,” Badru sighed. “Just get some sleep for tomorrow.”

With that, he snuggled himself in behind me, wrapping his muscular arm around my waist. Astennu

tucked my head under his chin, nestling me to his chest. Their strong combined scent of an exotic

forest lulled sleep upon me so much more easily than when I had been alone. The sparks of the mate

bond tingled everywhere we made contact, surpassing the comfort any quilt could bestow. I had never

had a home, a real home, and that was exactly how I felt between my twins.

‘And you said you wouldn’t be sandwiched anytime soon,’ Evva snuffled, yawning and drifting off to

sleep.

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I woke up the next morning, stirring gently and finding I was still sandwiched between my mates.

Astennu lay on his front, his head towards me and his arm dangerously high on my chest. Badru

remained on his side with his arm over my hip; his fingers had sneakily slid under the hem of my

panties. I slowly removed their limbs and turned, kneeling back on my heels to admire their features as

they slept and to ogle every exquisitely handsome feature of their faces. One difference I noted was the

tiny line next to Badru’s mouth, like a dimple, that grew with his dumb and devastatingly attractive

smirk. The stubble on his jaw was heavier also, highlighting his sharp cheekbones. I don’t think I would

like anything longer, it would hide his beautiful face. I noticed Astennu’s ebony hair had a more

pronounced wave to it and was slightly longer too, just past his shoulder, whereas it was just above on

his brother. His plump lips were slightly parted, with a hint of a smile. I wondered if that smile was for

me? Because he had slept with me in his arms?

I would have loved to wake them, to see their midnight sapphires in the first light of daybreak, but they

looked so sweet sleeping soundly. I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Managing to extricate myself without

disturbing them, I slipped into my bathroom to quickly shower and brush my teeth, ready for the day

ahead. I wrapped a towel around me and hustled back into my bedroom to get dressed, yet I couldn’t

help but laugh at the sight on my bed as my two mates started to groan and wake up.

“Are you two spooning?”