Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

Ella

When Sinclair and Hugo finally leave for the pack headquarters, Henry and I move into our favorite

sitting room, returning to the puzzle we began solving together earlier this week. Seated across from

the older wolf, I pretend to scan the scattered puzzle pieces for matches, while really sneaking peeks

up at him. “So what do you make of all this?”

I ask curiously. “Lydia and the Prince?”

Henry grimaces, “I never liked that woman. But trying to argue with headstrong young Alphas’

convinced they’ve found their mate is like beating your head against a wall.” He offers me a tender

smile. “You’ll see soon enough. You can do everything in your power to try and teach your pups the

important lessons and prepare them for the real world – but at the end of the day you have to let them

make their own mistakes – it’s the only way they learn.”

“Does it ever hurt any less? Or get any easier to watch them go down the wrong path?” I inquire softly.

“Not a damn bit.” Henry shares grimly. However despite his grim look, his eyes sparkle when he looks

over at me. “Luckily, that doesn’t seem to be despite his grim look, his eyes sparkle when he looks over

at me. “Luckily, that doesn’t seem to be a problem for me anymore. Lydia is out of the picture, my boys

are friends again for the first time since losing their mother, and Dominic is on his way to being King.”

“Dominic just told me how his mother died this morning.” I confess, reaching for the old wolf’s gnarled

hand. “Im so sorry you went through that.

It must have been terrible for you to be left alone with a pack to rule and two young boys to raise on

your own, in the midst of all your grief.”

He nods, “looking back I don’t have the first idea how I survived it. The grief almost destroyed me…

and I’m ashamed to say I let it destroy Dominic and Roger’s relationship.” Henry sighs. “I haven’t

always been the best father, but I can tell you right now that it was a hell of a lot easier to be one when

I had my mate.”

I know what he means. When I thought I was going to be bringing this baby into the world alone, I’d

been terrified. Very few people who plan for children expect to end up alone with the responsibility, and

though Id been one of the rare few – it certainly hadn’t been by choice. I was thrilled to finally succeed,

but the stakes seemed a thousand times higher without a partner. I’m still afraid of course, but it feels

so much better to be part of a team. I know that as long as Sinclair is alive, I will always have someone

to lean on and my pup will have two loving parents to guide him through the world.

“I never Would have believed I could do it without her, and I’m proud that I managed…” Henry

continues, his mouth a quavering line. “but I will never stop being haunted by the knowledge that the

wrong parent died… they would have been so much better off if Juliet had been here instead of me.”

“Please don’t say that.” I beg, feeling tears in my eyes for the second time in as many hours.

“Why not? It’s true.” Henry shrugs, his dark eyes shining. “There’s no use denying it or letting ego get in

the way. You’ll see that too – nothing humbles you like being a parent.”

My mind scrambles for an argument, not because I want to invalidate his feelings, but because I know

in my heart that losing any parent is never the answer. “Has Dominic ever told you about his last

conversation with Juliet?” I finally ask, “before the fire started, before everything went wrong?

Henry thinks for a moment, “No, not that I can recall.”

Slowly, careful to get the details right, I repeat the story Sinclair shared with me this morning.

Dominic’s mother gave him permission to ignore what society dictated,” I summarize at the end.”

But he already had the example you provided to guide him. He was only six, and he might always have

remembered those words because they were her last, but he lived them because of you. He is the

Alpha he is today because of you. Because you showed him every day how to walk the walk.”

“You know that all happened right here?” Henry inquires thoughtfully, his expression far off as he looks

around the room. “I moved the boys to a new home after the fire. But when Dominic grew up and made

his fortune, he rebuilt the original manor in her honor.”

“I didn’t know,” I admit, looking around the huge mansion. “Was it always this grand?”

Henry chuckles. “It was even grander in my day – Dominic isn’t the only one who did well for himself,

you know.”

“I know.” I laugh, snatching up a distinctive puzzle piece belonging to my current focus area. But I think

I got us distracted. I was asking you about Lydia.”

“Darling, when you have all day, diversions are a blessing, not a curse.” Henry advises warmly, patting

the arms of his wheelchair. “The first year I was in this chair, I would have begged for a lovely young

she-wolf to distract me from the monotony.”

“And now I feel like you might be distracting me intentionally.” I remark slyly. Henry chuckles again, but

it’s the defeated laugh of a man who knows the game is up. “Oh Ella, you are too clever for your own

good, you know that?”

Just tell me, Henry.” I request gently. “Whatever is worrying you can’t be as painful as reliving your

mate’s death.”

His brows arch and he flashes his fangs in agreement. “It’s just that I’ve seen this film before”

He finally admits. “I’ve seen what happens when there’s this kind of competition for the throne, and it

never ends well for anyone.”

“Isn’t it always like this?” I inquire, not caring that I might be showing my ignorance of shifter politics.

“No, it isn’t.” Henry explains. “Normally the Alphas of each pack in the union are pretty evenly matched.

They battle it out on the campaign trail, the people vote and the Alpha’s who don’t get enough points

return to their council duties. The problem is when you have a few extremely strong Alphas competing

at the top, forcing all the pack Alpha’s to choose sides and form alliances rather than competing

themselves. It focuses all the pressure and all the danger on the one or two men who actually stand to

win.”

“So when there are lots of wolves in the running, they’re so busy keeping an eye on all their opponents

that they can’t afford to zero in on anyone in particular. But when there are only a fèw, it results in all

the stuff we’ve been facing?”I question, searching for clarity. “The assassination attempts and death

threats?

“Yes.” Henry confirms. “And the divisions are worse because Dominic and the Prince are two very

different animals. The Prince has the edge for being the King’s heir. He has wealth and a clear

willingness to throw thousands of ordinary wolves under the bus to benefit his friends. He’s famously

corrupt, and everyone knows he can be bought for the right price. For a certain type of person, that’s a

very tempting type of King to place in power.”

“But Dominic is the exact opposite.” I realize slowly. “So those same people who would benefit if the

Prince wins, suddenly stand to lose in a big way if an honest, incorruptible wolf takes control.”

Henry nods. “You’re starting to see now. Dominic views all this as the fight between good vs evil, and in

some ways he’s right.”

“But in others?” I press, feeling my heart beat faster with every word we speak.

“The world isn’t split up into angels and devils, Ella” Henry sighs, “it’s full of complicated and flawed

individuals with a thousand different motives guiding them forward.”

“I thought.. it sounded like the united packs and the Alpha council want stability over everything else

though.” I object, rubbing my, suddenly aching, neck.

“Yes, but what is stability?” Henry challenges.

Dominic believes it’s peace, but there are a lot of people out there who see it as preserving the status

quo; ensuring that those currently in power remain in power to avoid constant turnover in leadership.”

“Why are you telling me all this?” I ask, my mouth suddenly feeling very dry.

“Because I know my son, I know the way he talks.” Henry answers seriously. “Dominic grew up in this

world and he’s suffered the harsh realities it creates. He understands all this even if he doesn’t make it

explicit. But you’re not from this world, and I want to make sure you know what you’re truly up against.”

“You’re saying that I shouldn’t assume we’re going to win.” I assess shakily. “I need to be realistic about

the possibility that we’ll lose.”

“Yes, Ella.” Henry confirms sorrowfully. “I hate to say it, but the more we learn about your past, about

Lydia’s schemes and all the chaos that has happened in between.. this is feeling less and less like a

journey to the top, and more like a bomb waiting to explode.”

My hand gravitates protectively towards my belly.

“I think I’m going to be sick.”

Henry reaches for me, looking worried now. “I’m sorry, dear one. Should I have kept my mouth shut?”

“No.”I breathe, trying to calm my gag reflex. “I needed to know. And now that I do -I can start to

prepare.”