Can’t Win Me Back by Ginger Sue

Chapter 513

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It was as though Jasper was adrift in a pool of pure astonishment, and the fact that the

ledge beneath

them was falling apart only enhanced this surreal feeling.

“Hurry, Alice!” he cried, resurrecting a name that had been dormant in his mind for years.

Alyssa jolted in shock. The call of that name seemed to give her a boost of adrenaline. She

was able to

push herself up on the ledge at the last second, right into Jasper’s arms.

He held her close in his arms, keeping her safe.

A thunderous boom echoed through the air.

Just as the rocky ledge disintegrated and tumbled down the mountainside, Jasper deftly

rolled aside,

narrowly escaping the peril.

“Fuck!” he hissed in pain when his back collided with a boulder. The intensity of the pain

led to an

immediate outbreak of sweat on his skin.

“Are you hurt?” Alyssa asked worriedly, noticing how pale he was.

Jasper shook his head, his voice steady as he reassured, “I’m okay.”

Alyssa heaved a sigh of relief, falling back against his chest. By now, both were thoroughly

drenched and

shivering from the cold.

“Why… Why didn’t you tell me?” Jasper asked hoarsely, gazing at her.

“What?” Alyssa avoided his gaze.

“Why didn’t you tell me that we met 13 years ago? Why didn’t you tell me you were the

girl I saved all

those years ago?” Jasper asked, pain and anguish flooding his chest.

Alyssa’s throat clamped in on itself.

Did he call her Alice because of that? Because he suddenly remembered?

But why now?

Why, only after 13 years?

It was too late now. How she wished he had never remembered.

“Tell me, Alyssa!” Jasper asked, forcing her to meet his gaze.

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“Now, do you remember why I called myself Alice when we married?” she asked solemnly.

Needles pricked Jasper’s heart. Of course he did.

He had given her that nickname because she refused to answer when he asked. He named

her “Alice”,

like Alice in Wonderland.

Never in his wildest dreams did Jasper imagine that a seemingly trivial and long-forgotten

memory would

resurface, ultimately intertwining their lives 13 years later. She had even married him.

She kept it secret for so long, too.

“Looks like you do.” Alyssa smiled lightly. “There’s no need to, really. I never hoped you

would. I’m nothing

more than another passerby in your life, after all. Whether it was 13 years, three years, or

right now.”

Jasper’s breathing hitched.

Technically, there was nothing amiss in his complete forgetfulness of her or in his act of

saving her from

13 years ago. Yet, he couldn’t stop the guilt weighing on his chest.

Alyssa had kept him in her heart for 13 years, yet he had forgotten her. All she ever did

was try closing

their distance, unlike him, who only wanted to shut her out.

“I’m sorry…” Jasper croaked out. “I … really didn’t know… If I knew, I-”

“You would have still divorced me, no?”

Alyssa’s smile widened. Though she had her regrets about him, she wasn’t holding on

anymore.

She continued, “Whether I’m Alyssa or Alice, they’re nothing more than just names. It

wouldn’t change our

relationship. You don’t need to apologize, really. I should be the one thanking you.

“When you saved me all those years ago, I never got a chance to know your name or who

you are, nor …

properly thank you.”

“Why did you still marry me, Alyssa?” Jasper wanted to know the answer to this. It had

tortured him for

months on end. “Is it just because I saved you once, and you wanted to pay me back?”

‘It doesn’t matter anymore, Jasper. It’s all in the past now. No point digging up a failed

marriage.”

Alyssa closed her eyes, as if closing a tender place in her heart away.

Then she said, “We need to focus on getting to safety right now. I’m freezing here.”

There seemed to be an unspoken truce between them as they waded through the

thunderstorm.

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All they had was each other right now. Even their phones were out of use. Alyssa’s had

long broken in the

fall, while Jasper’s had no signal.

With ragged breaths, Alyssa rasped, “All I can tell is that we’re situated behind Crater

Mountain’s main trail. If we were closer, your phone would have a signal.”

She had long lost her main reserves of energy.

The only thing that propelled her onward was her determination not to fall behind Jasper,

even though her

legs felt completely detached from her body.

“I’ve already told Xavier to do a helicopter rounding earlier before coming to find you.”

Jasper hurriedly

hooked an arm around her waist to keep her from falling.

“In this weather? That’s a tough one. He should…”

Unable to hold on anymore, Alyssa fell forward.

Jasper swiftly gathered her into his arms. She smelled of rain and dirt and nothing else.

His heart twinged.

Just how much had she been through before he found her?

“Let’s find shelter from the rain first.” Jasper carried her on his back and continued

walking.

Alyssa’s arms weakly wrapped around his neck as she mewled, “Will we get out of here

alive, Jasper?”

“Yes.”

“I nearly died… What if …”

“I heard they call you the Mountain Goddess here.” Jasper walked on, his strength slowly

dissipating.

“They sometimes call me the Mountain God, too.”

“Alyssa scoffed and closed her eyes.

“So we’re going to be just fine, Alyssa.” Jasper took a deep breath, gently tugging on her

hand. “I’ll keep

you safe.”