Goddess’s Design His Fated Mate by Pooja

Chapter 115

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That night, I returned drunk to the pack but no alcohol could helpto forget

about what happened. However, just as I entered my house, Alpha Louis was

there sitting in the living room.

“Oran…” he frowned at my state, though we soon found ourselves sitting in the

living room.

I looked at the letter from our friend’s pack that he had brought to me. “The

Alpha’s daughter has been kidnapped by a group of deadly rogues. No wolf

that’s been sent after them has returned alive. Reuben is not in the pack so I’ve

brought this matter to you. We will need a group of skilled warriors to deal with

the rogues” he explained.

“Alright, I will see what can be done,” I put the letter on the table.

“Oran, what’s the matter, boy? You don’t look good,” he asked worriedly.

I fiddled with my fingers in silence for a while before I spoke, “From the

beginning, I knew that he had drawn the line but I could not give up. I crossed

that line with him again and again. At this point, I feel as if I have been pushing

him into this relationship. He seems forced. That’s why he is ashamed of our

mate bond. He never says that he lovestoo. I feel as if he is not mine even

though I finally have him.”

The Alpha silently listened tothe whole time. The room fell silent as a tear

rolled down my cheek.

“My grandma rejected my grandfather a year after the start of their

relationship,” the Alpha stated, smoking a cigarette. “Do you know why? She was

in love with another man. She did not care whether or not my grandfather was

her soulmate. She had to marry him because of the pressure her father had put

on her but she provided my grandfather with a son then left with her true love,”

he tilted his head a little and looked at me, “Do you understand what I am

trying to say?”

“Life is not always about love or mate bond,” he looked deeper into my eyes,

“Life is about priorities. My grandma could never love my grandfather. She

married him and provided him with an heir because it was the only way to gain

her freedom. She did all of that just so that she could be with the man that was

her top priority. Nothing can be forced above someone’s priority. At this point,

you and Bix are at the sstage. You choose what is your priority. Love,

matebond, or your own will of desiring something.”

He put a hand on my shoulder, “if you feel like you are forcing him then stop.

Because if you continue then it will

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just make you worse. If you feel like you are not sure whether or not he loves

you then go and ask him instead of feeling rejected. If you feel his priorities are

different from yours then learn to accept it. Learn to respect him. If you feel that

his happiness is somewhere else then accept that bitter truth too.”

He got up from his chair but stopped before exiting, “Be brave for worse too.”

After he left, I sat there for hours, thinking about what the Alpha said. I had

always wanted Bix to be happy but I connected that happiness withonly. He

had his own life and his own choice that was burdened by our mate bond. All

this tI had only thought about myself and did not give a thought about how

he felt. If I was cool to be with a man, I was being selfish by what I was doing to

Bix.

I never expected that I forced love from Bix. But it turned out I was the one who

was responsible for disturbing his normal life.

That night, I drove to Opal Moon Pack to speak with Bix. Detecting his scent, I

reached the first fioor but once I noticed someone else’s scent with him in the

room, I stopped by the window and found him with Lauren.

I froze in place when I saw them holding hands. My heart tightened. So this was

Bix’s priority and choice? A bitter smile took over my lips. I took steps back and

walked away without being noticed.

“Beta Oran!” A passerby bowed his head tobut I did not stop. However his

voice reached Bix’s ears right away.

“Oran?” he stormed out of the room. “Where is Oran?” he asked the man.

“Was he not here to see you? I thought I saw him coming from the direction of

your room.”

“F*uck!” Bix was crushed as both he and Lauran rushed out of the room.

“Did he see us holding hands?” she gasped.

“Oran!!” Bix raced all the way from the packhouse to the parking lot where I was

about to get into my car. “Oran!” He grabbed my arm and turnedaround to

face him. “Why the fu*ck did you not stop when I was calling you?” he yelled.

I stared at him, “Bix, let’s reject each other.”

“What?” his eyes widened and face turned white. “Why are you suddenly…”

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“I’ve finally realized it now. You were right when you said that it is impossible

for two men to be together. We can only be friends that’s all. Our mate bond

turned out to be a defective design of the Goddess. She made a mistake, now it

is tto fix it,” I smiled, looking at him one last time, “Reject me.”

“How dare you!” He grabbedby the collar. “How casually you ask for

rejection after, Oran! You don’t have idea how hard it was forto not fall for

you. That thirteen year old me, following after you like a lost puppy

any

admiring you from afar in the hope that you would be close toalways. Only

to one day be crushed by a harsh reality when I was told by my mother that we

couldn’t be together because we were both boys! You don’t have an idea how

many times I searched down to the very marrow of my bones for even a spark of

desire for a woman. You don’t have any idea how many times I forced myself to

have sex with a woman only to epicly fail when my mind was only with thoughts

of you. Your mere touch would makecalive. You don’t know shit! And

now you…”

His red angry eyes had grown watery then he just slammed his lips on me

without caring about the fact the passing pack members were watching us. My

eyes widened. What… Had he just said? He fell forwhen he was thirteen?

Before me?–

He broke the ki*s aggressively, “Go ahead. Rejector live happily! I DON’T

F**KING CARE!” he growled and started walking away towards the woods that

were going to lead him out of Opal Moon.

I stood there in stunned confusion.

“Goddess, you broke your man’s heart,” Lauren murmured. “After abandoning

everything, he ended up being rejected. I thought you were into him,” she

commented.

“What the fuc8k do you mean?!” I growled at her hatefully

“He is sellingthis pack so that he can be with you,” she lazily replied.

“What?!”

I stared at her as if she was insane.

“Yeah, he has been talking tofor over a month about this matter. I always

thought him crazy for selling such a good territory that he had re–built with

hard work but he said that there was someone else that was more precious to

him than this territory. After handing this place over into safe hands, he only

wanted to return to his soulmate and live a happy life. He did not wantto

judge you, seeing as I don’t appreciate individuals that are attracted to the

ssex so he introduced you as his friend, but it turned out…”

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She paused dramatically.

My mouth was slightly gaped hearing this. Bix… he had been working hard for

me? He had chosenover everything else? Was I his priority? My body felt as

if I was thrown into the cold water.

After a couple of seconds of shock, I immediately chased after Bix. Only minutes

later, I found him.

“Bix!” I grabbed his arm.

“DON’T TOUCH ME!” he angrily shoved my hand away.

“Listen to me.”

“WHY? HAVE YOU NOT REJECTED ME?! GO AWAY. DON’T TRY TO CBACK IN MY

LIFE.”

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I saw him in tears and immediately pulled him into my arms, “I am sorry“.

“LETGO! LET GO!!” he struggled but I stubbornly held him tightly to my chest

until he stopped struggling.

“I am sorry for hurting you,” I buried my face in his neck. “I don’t want to reject

you, Bix. I just thought I was holding you back. I was forcing you into our mate

bond. I want you to be happy…”

“You are my happiness,” he pulled away from him a little and looked deep into

my eyes. “You are my everything,” he bit my lip then pulledinto a ki*s, “I

love you, Oran.”

Finally he had spoken those three words that I had been yearning to hear my

whole life. I wrapped my arm around his body and k*ssed him back, “love you

too.”

We ki*sed each other until we were breathless. I touched his lower lip and bit

his jaw. “What do you want to do now?”

“Takehome, mate,” he whispered.

We smiled at each other. Always bossy and

arrogant,

he was my Bix. My soulmate. I held his hand and we started walking together.

“Let’s go.”

The End.

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