I Refuse To Become Scumbag In Tokyo-Novel

Chapter 311 - Unfair Relationship

Rui was sitting on the bench while looking at a group of kids that played together in the playground. Unlike before, her skin was quite glossy, and when she sat there, it felt like she was a mother of those kids.

"Sorry to make you wait."

Rui turned her head and looked at Shishio, whose hands were full of ingredients. She blinked her eyes and asked, "You're so fast."

"Someone might have misunderstood if you say that," Shishio said as he sat down next to Rui naturally.

Rui chuckled, but she didn't say much since she knew that this guy wasn't fast. Instead, his stamina was so good that it was simply impossible to handle him alone. Still, if there was no one waiting for them at home, then they might take their time.

Unfortunately, they couldn't stay out so long, so they only spent an hour in the hotel before they walked out.

"Shishio-kun."

"Hmm?"

"Do you love me?"

Shishio looked at Rui for a moment and asked, "Do you love me, Rui-nee?"

Rui blinked her eyes when she was asked back by Shishio. She thought for a moment and said, "I don't know." She looked at the scenery enveloped by the orange illumination. "I have never fallen in love with someone before, so I don't really understand what it means to fall in love with someone."

"Even so, is it alright for us to have sex again?" Shishio asked. He knew that it was a bit late to ask this question since they had just had sex before, but even so, he wanted to know what Rui was thinking.

"You don't like it?" Rui asked.

"I love it," Shishio said without hesitation.

Rui chuckled and said, "Then what are you complaining about?"

"It's just that I feel that I have wronged you," Shishio said.

"Really?"

"You don't think so?"

"Shishio-kun, you still remember the reason why I have asked you to have sex with me, right?"

"I remember." Shishio nodded. "You don't want to be treated like a child because you're still a virgin. Everyone has had sex, but you're the only one who hasn't. You don't like that feeling, and that was why you invited me to your apartment that day." When he thought about it calmly, he knew that he didn't have any responsibility toward Rui, but she was, after all, his first woman. He would be lying if he didn't have any affection toward her. He also felt quite responsible and slightly possessive toward her, wanting her to be his. However, he knew that everything was just his selfish desire.

Shishio knew that it might be possible for him to seduce Rui and made her enter his harem, but not now, not until she understood what she was feeling about.

"Yeah." Rui nodded and said, "Yeah, but I didn't expect that it would be so good. When I talked with my friends about it, they told me that you seemed to have a lot of experience in that area, which made me wonder whether I was really your first woman."

"You're my first woman," Shishio said without hesitation. "But you should know that some boys are bad at this, and some boys are born to be good at it."

"That's true." Rui nodded, showing a gentle smile, and said, "Which is why I am grateful since you were my first since every one of my friends told me that it hurt when they lost their first time."

"...Your friends are so open," Shishio said speechlessly and thought that the high school in Japan was so lascivious.

"Well, it might be the case with the girls from my previous high school but not with Suimei, right?" Rui said unsurely

"That's true." Shishio nodded. "It depends on the high school." Even so, he still felt that the girls in this country were quite open toward having sex since as long as the girls loved someone, they could give their first time. Still, it depended on the skill of the guys whether they could seduce the girls or not.

In the Suimei, most of the guys were focused on academics, so half of them might not know how to seduce girls, and the girls were also smarter so they wouldn't have sex with a random guy unless they were a nympho or had an unfortunate background.

Still, if the random guy was as handsome as him, then it might be possible. Probably.

"So, have you had sex with four of your girlfriends?" Rui suddenly asked.

Shishio looked at Rui for a moment and wasn't sure what to say.

"Can you tell me?" Rui asked.

"I don't really like to talk about this kind of thing," Shishio said since he didn't like to show off how many girls that he had taken down or how many girls that he had sex with. It felt weird, and it was also rude toward the girls. He might have told the truth that he had dated four girls to Rui because they were about to have sex, and he wanted her to think carefully, but he didn't expect that she didn't care much and invited him to the hotel.

Rui had invited him, so it would be too stupid if he rejected her invitation, right?

Shishio knew that for some people, it might be stupid to accept Rui's invitation, but what if a beautiful girl suddenly invited you to have sex? What would you do? Of course, you would feel doubt, but after knowing that it was real, then the beast inside you would awaken, right?

Still, there was an exception if someone followed a certain religion that believed that someone should have sex after marriage, which was a great thing.

However, such a religion was so rare in Japan, where most Shinto Gods were quite open about sex.

It might seem that this country was promiscuous since most religions supported someone to have sex, but that wasn't true since most people had a bottom line or morale and only did it with someone that they love since that was how the world works.

Still, there was an exception, but it was better not to talk about this.

"Why?" Rui asked.

"Having sex is fun, but sometimes, a human's heart is just mean, and they make their sex experience horrible." Shishio then looked at Rui and said, "Also, it's our precious memories. Why should I share them with someone?"

"....."

Rui looked at Shishio's smile in a daze and kissed him again.

"....."

Shishio was in a daze before he asked with a confused expression, "What was that for?"

"I just feel like it," Rui said with her deadpan expression, but there was a blush on her cheeks. "By the way, can I ask you again?" Still, even though Shishio didn't say anything, she knew how strong this guy was, so she didn't feel that much surprised when she knew that he had four girlfriends.

"It isn't about sex, right?" Shishio asked.

"No, I just want to ask you whether you love four of your girlfriends, Shishio-kun?" Rui asked.

"I love them," Shishio said truthfully.

Rui looked at Shishio and asked, "So do you love me?"

"No."

"..."

"I don't love you, Rui-nee. Instead, I possess a different emotion toward you," Shishio said.

"What is it?" Rui asked.

"While I don't love you, I will be lying if I don't hold an affection toward you since you're my first woman. Also, instead of love, my feeling toward you is like a possession," Shishio said and didn't hide anything.

"Possession?"

"I know that it is wrong, but I don't want you to have sex with another guy other than me, after all." Shishio held Rui's hand gently and said, "I'm selfish. I'm a bad guy. I'm also a woman's enemy. If you don't meet me, then you might meet a better man in the future, who can you love you wholeheartedly alone, and yet I still want you."

"...So, do you want to date me?" Rui asked with reddened eyes.

"I want to do it, but I think that it is unfair for you," Shishio said while looking into Rui's eyes.

"Unfair?" Rui titled her head.

"Yes." Shishio nodded. "You don't understand what your feeling toward me is. While I want to think that it might be love, it might be something else too, like a possession, which is a similar feeling that I feel toward you since I'm also your first man. You don't want me to be possessed by another girl other than you."

"...." Rui didn't say anything since Shishio's words might be right.

Shishio looked at Rui and felt that he was too scumbag if he asked Rui what she wanted to do, but he knew he needed to do this. "So Rui-nee, what do you want us to be?"

"What?"

"I mean, do you want us to part? Do you want us to continue our relationship? Or do you want us to develop our relationship deeper?" Shishio asked.

Rui didn't answer Shishio's question and asked, "What do you want us to be, Shishio-kun?"

"While I want to hug you, kiss you, and proclaim that you're mine to the world..." Shishio said in a dramatic pose which caused Rui to chuckle when she saw him. "But I think that it is wrong to push my feelings toward you one-sidedly since it is unfair, so I want you to choose, Rui-nee. What do you want us to be?" Shishio asked.

"...."

Rui looked at Shishio for a moment and asked, "If... If I choose us to develop our relationship deeper, what will you do?"

"It depends, but I guess we will start by learning about each other better, and you also might need to meet my girlfriends. While I can date you even without their consent, I also want to respect their choices," Shishio said.

"I want to meet your girlfriends, but can you keep our relationship a secret?" Rui asked.

"I don't mind, but can I ask why?"

"I want to observe them see whether their relationship is as close as you have said or if they force themselves to be close to each other. I want to know that," Rui said.

"Alright." Shishio nodded. "I don't mind."

"Also..." Rui was about to say something, but she hesitated.

"Also?" Shishio looked at Rui curiously.

"Let's set a time limit," Rui said.

"Time limit?" Shishio blinked his eyes.

"Yeah." Rui nodded. "I know that our relationship is bad, and I also have to admit that even though you're a scumbag, I don't want to leave you yet, so let's make a time limit where the two of us can determine what we want us to be."

"How long?" Shishio asked.

"One year?"

"...It's that okay? Isn't that quite long?" Shishio was surprised.

"Well, I thought I would give you time until I graduate," Rui said plainly.

"..." Shishio looked at Rui for a moment then kissed her lips.

Rui was startled and couldn't react until they parted their lips. "...What was that for?" Her eyes moistened, and her face blushed since it was for the first time that Shishio initiated the kiss.

"It was unfair that you kiss me all the time," Shishio said with a smile.

Rui was in a daze again when she saw Shishio's smile, but then she snorted and said, "Unfair? Who is more unfair between us?"

"....." Shishio.

"Should we talk more about our relationship?" Rui asked.

"How about we do it later? While I don't mind talking about it now, everyone must be waiting for us. Also, it might be good to talk to each other again later since we have just had sex," Shishio said as he stood up while carrying the ingredients that he had bought.

"Why isn't it good to talk about this while we are just having sex?" Rui asked with some confusion and also stood up.

Shishio looked at Rui and asked, "Is it good having sex with me?"

Rui blushed, but she nodded. "It was amazing." She had to admit that the feeling of having sex with Shishio was amazing, especially when his size could penetrate all of her inside, which made her giddy when she thought about it, and somehow she started to get embarrassed again.

"What are you embarrassed about? Did you forget what you were doing before?" Shishio asked helplessly.

Rui was mad and punched Shishio's arm. "Whose fault is it?!"

"Okay, okay, it's my fault." Shishio didn't fight Rui back and admitted that it was his fault.

Rui pouted, but she smiled. However, she also understood why it wasn't good to talk about the relationship when they had just had sex since she knew that no matter what he was going to say, she would have a good impression of him. Still, there was something that she wanted to try now.

"Shishio."

"Hmm?"

"Let's hold hands."

"...Somehow, I feel complex when you ask that."

"You don't want to?"

"I have never said that." Shishio then naturally held Rui's hand and said, "Let's go back now?"

"Um." Rui nodded with a smile, but then she suddenly remembered something and said, "By the way, Shishio."

"Hmm?"

"Don't smile in front of Hina-nee or my mother, alright?" Rui said with a serious expression.

"....."

Shishio was wondering whether his charm was so high that he could seduce a married woman.. He wasn't sure, but he wouldn't destroy the Fujii family that was just built so shortly.