I'm Sorry My Love Novel

I’m not going anymore,” she said with a rather stiff smile.

“Is it because Aidan’s going? Do you want to avoid him?” he asked.

“What are you talking about? It’s not related to him; I just…” Leanna didn’t know how to explain things

to him, so she changed the topic. When she realized how all the girls were gazing over at their table,

she quickly commented on them. “There’re so many girls here who fancy you. Aren’t you interested in

any of them?” she asked.

“I’ve no plans to date anymore,” he replied flatly.

“Why not? You’re at the perfect age to be in a relationship. It’d be a shame not to date someone,” she

said. “Why didn’t you date anyone when you were my age, then?” he asked. She was speechless once

more. This guy is really straightforward. She finally found an answer after a while. “Well, I was busy

working and studying back then, and… Even though I didn’t date anyone, I had a crush. That felt pretty

nice too.” “He ended up getting engaged to someone else, and you guys didn’t get together in the end.

What’s so nice about that?” Louis muttered. Leanna was wise enough to keep her mouth shut this time

—she simply focused on drinking her milk. Finally, after a few minutes, it was Louis who spoke again.

“Do you… want to look for that guy now?” Leanna didn’t get who he was referring to at first. “What

guy?”

“The guy in that picture,” he replied after some hesitation. “Louis…” she muttered. He looked away and

leaned back in his seat after that. “You don’t have to worry about how I feel. I don’t mind, you know?

After all, as you said, at least we have the same mother. I don’t care who my father is—it’s all the same

to me.” Jethro was dead, after all. Leanna let out a soft laugh. “I’m not doing it for your sake, Louis. It’s

just that… this world is too big, and we might not be able to find him. Even if we managed to locate

him… What if he’s no longer alive? Or what if he’s married to a new family? What’s the purpose of me

finding him, right?”

“If I were you, I’d want to look for him regardless of whether he has a new family. Then, I would want to

ask him why he abandoned us. Even if it means that I’ll have to ask him in front of his tombstone, I’ll

still do it if it gives me an answer,” Louis replied in a serious tone. After that, Leanna lowered her head

without saying anything.

After all, she didn’t want to look into this thing because she was afraid of what she would find. She was

scared that the answer she had found wasn’t what she wanted. When Louis saw her keeping quiet, he

spoke up again. “This is just what I think. I just wanted to tell you not to worry about me. I’m not a child

anymore,” he said.

“I got it. I’ll think about it,” she replied with a smile. Louis was about to say something else, but the café

was getting too packed, and there were too many people ordering drinks, so the owner had to call him

to help. “I have to work now,” Louis said as he got to his feet.

“Alright. Go on. I should probably leave soon, too,” she replied. After Louis left, Leanna finished her

milk before looking out the window. The sky had already turned dark by then. She was about to head

out when a girl walked over to her. The girl had been nudged by her friend to approach Leanna.

“Excuse me. Are you Louis’ girlfriend?” the girl asked in a whisper. Leanna spread her lips into a smile.

“No.” “Then, who are—” “I’m his sister. I’m 25,” Leanna replied.

The girl’s eyes lit up immediately. “Louis’ sister! You’re so gorgeous, and you have great skin. You don’t

look like you’re in your mid-twenties at all!” The other girls gathered around Leanna after hearing her

words. “So, you’re Louis’ sister. You’re so pretty. We thought you were his girlfriend!” one girl said.

“You guys have great genes at home. You’re so pretty, and Louis is so handsome. We’re so jealous of

you guys,” another girl said.

Leanna was in a much better mood when she walked out of the café. If only I were actually in my

teenage years. I would be able to do so much more without feeling any fear. I wouldn’t be afraid to fail

and start all over again. Instead of hailing a cab, Leanna decided to take a stroll on the street. She had

no reason to head home, anyway.

Before she knew it, she ended up at the building of the charity dinner. It was a rare opportunity and an

honor for any new designer to have their products displayed at a charity dinner as grand as this one.

Even though she didn’t get the chance to participate in it, it felt pretty good for her to just sit downstairs

to get a sense of the atmosphere. She had just found a convenience store nearby to take a seat when

she received Zoe’s call. “Did you go for the charity dinner, Leanna?” Zoe asked.

“No. I have some other stuff to do.” Leanna hesitated for a moment as she realized Zoe sounded like

she had some hidden meaning behind her question. “What is it?” Leanna asked.

“Hahaha, it’s nothing. I was just asking for fun. It’s great to hear that you didn’t go. Where are you?

Should I come over to meet you?” Zoe asked.

Leanna looked through the convenience store glass to see a hotel opposite the street. “I just came from

Louis’ school, and I’m outside the hotel. So, I’ll sit around and leave soon.”

“A hotel? Which one? Is this the hotel for the charity dinner?” Zoe asked.

“Yeah.”

Zoe was speechless for a second. She gazed at the picture that her photographer friend had just sent

her, and she felt a headache coming. The picture showed the back figure of a girl with her arm slipped

into Aidan’s. I take back whatever I said. Aidan is a b*stard. A true b*stard, born and bred!