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Chapter 26: | Want Them Chapter 26: | Want Them Angelia

This was totally insane? What they had suggested, would they really shareand how the hell would that even

work? Too many thoughts and questions lingered in my mind as | got back home. Things | hadn't even thought

about asking when | was with them bombarded me. | should have been repulsed or something, the thought of

being shared by not two but three grown men should have madeeven just a little bit scared but hell no if my

mind wanted to get with the program. No, it didn't repulse me, it excitedand foe that, | was a little bit scared

but for my own sanity more than anything else.

What was wrong withfor even considering this? Was there anything wrong with wanting something more

unorthodox? The truth was, | really didn't know the answer to that. My mind returned to what had happened in

the viewing room, it had been the best sexual experience | had ever had. They madec***m, like honestly,

madeo**m. That in itself was a feat, | hadn't been able to do that with someone else before. Sure, | have

o*#*d by myself but | had always worried that the m***al block | had when | was with other men would always

keepfrom experiencing that kind of pleasure with them. Now, | felt relieved that it wasn't the case. My

apartment was a welcrelief from the tic and provocative club. It was late but | was too keyed up to be

able to fall asleep. | got ready for bed and grabbed my Kindle from the kitchen counter. Maybe a bit of reading

would help shut off the overactive brain of mine. My favo My favorite author had published a new book recently

and though I didn't know what it was about, | knew | would love it. | like all her books.

| laughed hysterical as | read the introduction, it was about one woman and three men, reverse f*ng ****em. She

hasn't written this type of book before so what the hell did this mean? Was

the universe trying to tellsomething? Even so, | *#* and what better way to

experience a taste of being shared by multiple men than to live it through another person.

When | woke up the next morning, | felt the opposite of well-rested. | had spent most of the night engulfed in the

book about the woman with her three lovers. Of course, | didn't make my decision based on the book, this was

reality and not sfictional love story but I couldn't help but be intrigued.

I knew what Andy would say to my situation and maybe that was why I told him at the beginning of our shift but |

kept their names out of it.

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"Really? Are you***ng kidding me? That is like everyone's secret dream!" He hasn't stopped rambling about the

proposition since I told him.

Luckily, the only other person in the cafe was the chef and he was hard of hearing. We would have to yell directly

into his ears if we wanted him to hear us.

"I should probably say no, shouldn't 1?"

| knew that was the most sensible choice, so why am | asking him? He was the least rational person | knew,

always doing whatever crazy stuff he wanted without thought and sometimes. without reason. In other words, he

was the cooler one out of the two of us. "Baby girl, is t is there spart of you that wants this? Be honest.," He

was rarely serious so it madelisten more to what he had to say when he actually was. "Maybe,"1 mumbled,

placing several freshly baked goods on the display counter. But prompted him.

"If maybe yes? Then there is nothing wrong with wanting it, | would say | should go for it but...." He trailed off,

makingwonder what he was going to say next.

"But?"

But

t that is not my place to tell you. Even so, what | said last twhen you toldabout the sponsor

membership. It applies to this too, ask yourself if you would regret it if you turned it down? Then that would be

your answer to if you should do this or not." I had to admit, he shockedwith his wisdom. Sometimes, | forgot

who | was talking to. He was always so cheerful and carefree but | knew he went through hell when he cout

to his very christian parents. It didn't end in support and love, that was for sure. "And if you are going to say yes,

lay down sground rules. Not just limits you are not willing to cross but have an open dialogue with them."

He continued and f**k, | just wanted to hug him and

sol

1 did.

| crushed him in a big hug and he laughed out loud.

"What is this for?"

"For being such a good friend." | replied honestly, smiling when he huggedback just as hard.

"Remember this when you go off and have a foursome. If you givethe details after, then we were golden."

He teased me.

The shifts went in a blur whenever | worked with him, we always had something to talk about in

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our free periods. Even after talking with him, | was still no closer to deciding when | got back home. Sure, he had

givena lot to think about but it was too big of a decision to not take it seriously. So | did what any normal girl

of my age would do in my situation, | could read the reverse ***em book | had started on last night. The book

was hot, so much so that | had to get my womanizer while | read. | might have fantasized about how Marshall

and Riccardo handled my body, how they took control and worked in tandem with each other. That moment had

been crazy from start to finish, | didn't know what was coming overbut when Riccardo grabbed my thigh, |

couldn't think. My body was working by desire only, every move | had made was automatic and without thought.

| remembered | had to stay quiet, so the other men wouldn't hear but of course, | failed at that with how expertly

Marshall manipulated

my body. And then Riccardo joined and I let him, | wanted him to.

| couldn't forgot the way their eyes were lit up with hunger at the sight ofand for a moment there, | felt

s*kxy. Then, there was the kiss | had shared with Kingston. Oh my goodness, that was just as hot as the fingers

frexkxg | had gotten from the other two. His kiss was pure sin. They all managed to do something | had been

struggling with for years, turning off my overactive brain and not letoverthink. In that moment, all | did was

feel and | f***g loved it.. While | was still deciding, | knew one thing. | wasn't ready for that to be the last time. |

wanted it to happen again and again. | wanted them.

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