My Heart only Beats for You

"Then who do you want to be with?" Selina blurted out this question.

"You." That was what Matthew was thinking in his heart.

What cout of his mouth was, "It's late, Selina, let's go sleep." Selina's eyes, which were initially glimmering with anticipation, dimmed.

"Sure," Selina responded with a low voice.

Selina returned to her bedroom with her mind messy.

She knew that she had gotten the wrong idea. There was nothing between Matthew and Joycelyn at all.

At that moment, she felt herself hated Jocelyn even more.

There was nothing between the two of them, yet Joycelyn had call the way to the Perry family and made such a vague statement. She was clearly trying to make Selina misunderstand them. What a b*tch.

At least Selina wasn't wrong about that part.

Selina pursed her lips.

She got reminded of the harmonious atmosphere she and Matthew had back in the kitchen.

If she hadn't chosen to postpone the question, if she had asked Matthew about the relationship between him and Joycelyn, if Matthew had made it clear that there was nothing between them, would she have told him about her feelings? And...

Selina couldn't bear to think about all the "what-ifs".

She covered her face with a pillow as her cheeks flushed.

How would Matthew react? Judging by how he ate all the terrible dishes she made, it seemed like he...

Selina had been assuming that she was nothing to Matthew, yet now that she thought deeper into this, it didn't seem to be the truth..

Selina got even more flustered.

She wanted to hide her feelings for Matthew, especially when she had deliberately made things difficult for him back then. She found it embarrassing to admit that she had suddenly developed feelings for him. Yet, nothing could really suppress one's emotions.

Selina could tell that she was falling deeper for Matthew.

She didn't dare to imagine how things would be if she decided to confess to him. Would they have a happy ending together, or would her feelings be ridiculed? She really didn't know.

Just when her mind was getting more and more troubled, she suddenly got reminded of someone else.

Lothar.

The things he said back then seemed to make sense.

Although Selina didn't believe in this, desperate times called for desperate measures.

After pondering for a while, Selina decided to call Lothar over the phone.

Lothar answered the phone almost right away.

"Selina, what a coincidence. I was about to call you too," Lothar sounded bright and innocent.

Selina was startled.

It was indeed a coincidence.

"By the way, the matter you brought up last time, regarding your ex-husband..." Lothar said.

Selina was given another surprise.

Lothar was asking her the exact sthing that she wanted to discuss with him.

However, the way Lothar addressed him made Selina a little unhappy.

"Ex-husband sounds so harsh," Selina protested. Search The Find_Nøvelwebsite on Gøøgle to access chapters of early and in the highest quality.

"Isn't he your ex-husband? You got married and divorced, so that makes him your ex-husband, no matter legally or in common sense," Lothar responded.

Selina didn't want to dwell on this, hence she said, "Fine then, call him whatever you want. What do you have to say about him?" "You mentioned that you are developing feelings for him again, and that you wonder how he would react if you confessed your feelings for him, right?" Lothar asked. Selina's breathing quickened a little.

She lowered her voice and said, "Yes. Just say it already." "Judging from the astronomical phenomena at night, I found the Big Dipper..." Lothar started explaining.

"Get straight to the point!" Selina interrupted.

"Alright then, in short, I'll say that your ex-husband still has feelings for you," Lothar said.

Upon hearing this, Selina felt as if she was suddenly floating in mid-air.

She asked in disbelief, "Really?" "It's true," Lothar said with certainty. "Your ex-husband still has feelings for you, so as long as you confess your feelings to him, he will definitely go back to you." Selina trembled a little, "Are you lying to me?" "Of course not" Lothar said. "Selina, you have to take this more seriously. With your age, and your appearance, it wouldn't be easy for you to attract other men. That's why you should hurry up and hold onto your ex-husband, so you can be together from now on." Selina was speechless.

Lothar... His choice of words were just terrible.

Her age and appearance? Con, Selina still looked amazing.

However, she was already used to this, hence she didn't protest. "Letthink about it," Selina said.

Although Lothar had made things clear, Selina was still hesitating.

After all, she had always been so arrogant in front of Matthew. It would be a huge challenge for her to confess her feelings. After hanging up the phone, Lothar dialed Reid's number.

"Did you tell her everything?" Reid asked.

"Yes," Lothar replied with a hint of guilt.

"Great." Reid was about to hang up the phone.

"Wait," Lothar suddenly said. "Will I be hurting Selina by doing this?" Reid frowned.

Judging from their interactions all this while, Lothar didn't seemdike a suitable candidate to be Reid's subordinate. Lothar was too kind. If it wasn't for the fact that he resembled Dylan a little, Reid would never bother to look for Lothar at all.

Reid snorted coldly, "Hurt? Did anything I ask you to do ever hurt her?!" Lothar was taken aback.

He muttered, "I don't think so." Reid icily replied, "Exactly!" "Then why are you askingto do all this?" Lothar asked cautiously.

He still couldn't figure out Reid's intentions.

"You're so f*cking nosy!" Reid hung up the phone.

Lothar was left speechless.

After the phone call, Lothar was in a daze for a while. Once he cback to his senses, he walked into the ward.

Yesseca was lying on the bed, with her eyes open.

Lothar quickly put on a smile and asked, "Yesseca, how are you feeling?" Yesseca's lips were pale as she replied, "Lothar, can I skip the dialysis tomorrow?" Lothar replied, stone-faced, "What nonsense are you talking about? How can you skip the dialysis?" Yesseca's replied with her pale lips,

"Lothar, know the dialysis costs a lot.

I heard from another, patient this afternoon that you were asking for money over the phone." Lothar's heart skipped a beat.

He took out his phone swhile later and said, "That was back then. I have enough money now." He showed her the transaction notification from Reid.

Reid had transferred 200,000 dollars to him in one go.

Lothar showed the message to Yesseca and said, "See, it's ee it's statech here. 200,000 dollars. There's no need for you to worry about money, just go for the dialysis."