Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex-Novel

Though everyone’s watching through the cameras.

Haiji-san and I are alone in the room.

A half-foreign beauty sits on the bed wearing a bathrobe, looks at me.

「 I talked that my origins were from a prostitution den in the slums 」

Yeah, you did say that.

「 I escaped from there. Seki-sama’s correct, I graduated from the short-term course, but I still graduated from the academy. However 」

Haiji-san said.

「 So far, I never thought of marrying in the future. I know that I can’t have a lover 」

「 Why do you think that way? 」

I...

「 Haiji-san, I mean, Haiji, you’re beautiful 」

She has black hair and finely chiseled features. Her big eyes. That smooth bridge of the nose.

She’s definitely a beauty.

「 Besides, you have talent. Even if it’s a short-term course, you graduated at that age because you skipped grades, haven’t you? 」

She’s trained her body. Besides, she’s also smart.

「 My talents aren’t that important. I understood that when I saw the people in this mansion. I saw how overweening I was 」

That’s...

Michi, Edie, Shou-neechan & Rei-chan, Margo-san, Kyouko-san, and Miss Cordelia.

Seeing all those extremely strong people...

「 Yeah, well, you’d feel down. It’s normal. But you see, Kyouko-san is someone who breaks the rules 」

「 No, I overestimated myself that I can cross over the society by myself that I feel embarrassed to the core 」

That’s...

「 You’re overstretching. Haiji. You thought that you have to do it alone. That’s all 」

She had no person she can rely on and nobody to protect her.

That’s why she’s steeled herself and became standoffish.

She became wary of antagonism from others that she created a wall around herself.

「 It often happens. I experienced that too 」

When I just entered high school, I didn’t make any friends.

Thinking about it, that is communication disorder itself.

I couldn’t trust anyone because my parents abandoned me.

I’m too cautious of the people around me that my speech became unclear and I acted suspiciously.

「 Luckily, I met my family. Therefore, I’m saved 」

I wanted to talk to Haiji before having sex with her.

「 This world has a lot of evil intent, see? People who are so much of a scum that they can do anything just to satisfy their desires 」

Shirasaka Sousuke and Cesario Viola for example.

Right, there’s also the Kansai Yakuza who had control of the Takakura shrine.

They’re guys who are happy to make people kneel, plunder, cause misfortune on someone.

No, it’s not just the big-shot criminals.

You can find people who have ill-intent in your daily lives.

People who will bully someone once they show an opportunity.

Those who assault the weak to relieve their stress.

Ill-intent will always come after us.

「 My Granma’s the only one I can talk to back then. When she died, I created a wall around me like a hamster, held my breath, erased my presence, and lived that way 」

That was me back then.

「 There was no blood-related parents who protect me in my home, in school, anywhere 」

Right.

「 My parents abandoned me 」

Haiji.

「 I understand that 」

Huh?

「 I went through the same experience when Mother died. I didn’t trust anyone around me. They were evil who pretend to be good 」

This girl is smart, and so she can see what’s behind the words of the adults.

Therefore, she never got fooled and experienced cruelty, however.

She became unable to trust people as well.

「 Without anyone to protect me, I had to survive on my own. That’s what I thought all the time too 」

Haiji said “Too”

「 There’s the difference between Haiji and me 」

I smiled wryly.

「 I’m not talented nor smart like Haiji 」

Haiji looked at me.

「 That’s why I fell to despair. I can’t live alone, and so I stopped caring. I didn’t even care if I die. I thought that I had no future. I couldn’t think of what’s ahead that the image of my future was pitch black 」

Far from a year, I couldn’t imagine what happens to me for the next month.

My father left me and disappeared.

「 I covered myself with a blanket in a pitch-black room. It was cold, scary, pitiful. Yeah, I felt pitiful instead of sad. How cold? I can’t feel anything but my temperature. All I did was wait for the morning. I’m scared of the dark after all 」

I was alone in that house.

I’m scared of going to the toilet at night and so it became a habit to go while it’s still bright.

「 Me too. I was like that too! 」

Haiji speaks somewhat excitedly.

「 I was scared because I’m alone. It’s cold. I felt pitiful, that’s why I... 」

She put on an aloof and brave front, and make contact with other people that way.

「 But it’s different now. I have my family. People who will live together with me. People who will protect me. People I can trust. And people I want to keep safe 」

I want to protect my family from the evil of this world.

「 Not just receiving protection but giving it as well. If it’s just me then I wouldn’t care about I have to keep my precious family safe. And for that reason... 」

I clenched my fist.

「 That’s why I will use all kinds of powers, no matter how unlawful it is, to keep my family safe. Without any power, evil will destroy us right away. That’s the world we live in 」

I’ve prepared myself for this.

「 In short. Haiji, humans can’t live alone. No matter how strong you are, you can’t live alone. You will need to have someone with you, someone who will protect you, and someone you’ll protect. Else, everything is in vain

Haiji who pushed herself to the limits will collapse sometime.

In fact, Haiji failed from leaving as Torii-san’s bodyguard and step up as a bodyguard of a better nobility.

She’s about to start a referral business of Academy graduates but Shou-neechan shut it down.

No matter how resourceful Haiji is, she can’t win against adults.

Furthermore, Shou-neechan’s a first-class bodyguard.

Her beauty, physical ability, her knowledge from the Academy in Europe, her status as Jii-chan’s personal bodyguard, plus her achievements and connections with the leaders in each circle.

No matter how much Haiji, a chick, fights her, she will never win.

Besides.

Shou-neechan also changed after joining our family.

Back then, she has that harsh personality, but...

Now she’s calmer. She has plenty of composure.

It’s because she found a family she wants to keep safe.

「 I want to protect Haiji too. I know that I’m weak and stupid, but still, I want to do what I can for Haiji 」

I look straight at Haiji.

「 Therefore. Haiji, please keep us safe too. Help us. Protecting, helping each other. That’s what family means

「 Yes, I know, mein Schatz1 I want to be your family, please make me 」

Haiji stands from the bed and comes before me.

「 I think that this family system is wonderful. Tying up a sexual relationship with you, pledging to bear your child, and forming a family with you as center 」

Oh, Haiji’s told that Torii Mariko-san’s watching from a different room.

She’s inviting Torii-san.

「 You will never betray your family. You’re that kind of man. That is why you are the keystone of the family. And, we will never betray you either. Therefore, this family creates a strong bond of “Me to you,” and “You, to me” 」

Haiji said.

「 Joining in your family means vowing to have sex with nobody but you. That’s all. The people we protect and the people who protect us live together 」

I now get why Edie wants Haiji to join our family as soon as possible.

This girl is under pressure and insecurity that she has to live alone, but...

If we fix that distortion, she’s a splendid girl.

Her true nature is an honest and insightful girl.

「 For me who can’t consider ordinary romance nor marriage, this is the best path to take 」

Then, she speaks to me.

「 So, please, make me yours 」

I...

「 Haiji 」

I embraced her body.

Earlier, she just had her proof of virginity photographed...

Thus, she’s naked under her bathrobe.

「 Ah 」

Her mind is mature but her body is still young.

She’s small, thin, and soft.

「 Schatz. Ahn, I feel weak when you embrace me like that 」

「 That’s good. It means you’re leaning on me 」

「 Yes 」

Haiji loosens up in my arms.

「 Let’s kiss 」

「 O-Okay, please do 」

Haiji’s body stiffens once again.

I bring my lips closer to Haiji’s face.

Then, we kissed softly.

「 !!! 」

Oh, Haiji’s getting nervous. Her lips fill with pressure.

I coil my arms around Haiji’s back and embrace her tightly while kissing.

Ten seconds. Twenty...

Yeah.

Feeling my tight embrace.

Haiji’s body loosens up its tension.

Her lips became soft and springy once again.

I let go of her after a short while.

「 Puha, haa, haa, haa 」

Haiji’s blushing, her breathing is violent.

She’s aroused.

「 There, Haiji 」

「 Huh? 」

I carried Haiji in my arms

「 U-Uhm 」

「 It’s okay. You’re light, I can carry you to the bed 」

「 T-Thank you 」

Haiji replied bashfully

Oh, I can feel her skin across the thin bathrobe.

My right arm can feel Haiji’s spine.

My left arm can feel her thin thighs and bouncy ass.

She’s still young so there’s not much meat on her thighs, but...

Women’s asses swell to some extent, even if they’re young.

「 This is like a dream. To think that a man would carry me like this 」

Oh.

I can hear the girls on the other rooms thinking that they want me to give them a princess carry too.

If it’s Mao-chan, Agnes, and Luna, it would be easy.

Michi, Mana, Ruriko, and Yomi have a small stature and so I don’t think I’ll have problems with it, but...

Megu, Ai, Misuzu, Tsukiko, Kana-senpai, and the other girls...I think I can barely do it.

Minaho-neesan is tall, but she’s thin.

But, if I try to carry Shou-neechan and Rei-chan, the tall girls...

Yeah. I guess I have to train my arm strength further.

As for those who have nearly the same height as me but have great volume, like Katsuko-nee and Nei...

Nagisa and Yukino are pregnant, and so let’s not think about it for now.

I carry Haiji to the bed while thinking about all that.

「 Give me a second 」

「 What? 」

Haiji looks up at me curiously.

「 Haiji, you want me to tie you up, right? If I recall, there’s one in this closet 」

This is Ruriko’s sex room.

Ruriko’s masochism is strong...

「 Found it. Leather handcuffs. It won’t leave a mark on your skin nor stop your blood flow 」

We can bind her without clamping her skin too tight. This is a fine item.

「 Ruriko said that I can use whatever is in the room so I will 」

I hold the leather cuffs and head back to Haiji who’s waiting for me on the bed.

「 These cuffs are thin but they’re custom made. I can hang Haiji on the ceiling and this will stay strong. Now, raise your hands. Banzai

「 O-Okay 」

Haiji raises her hands up in the air while wearing a bathrobe just as I told her.

I insert the leather cuffs on her wrist in turns.

I make sure that it’s not too tight, but not too loose either.

After locking her arms with leather gloves, I tied it up on the chain attached to the bed.

This bed is prepared for that kind of play and so it has metal fixtures for ropes and chains around, it should have no problem with its strength.

「 How’s this? You can feel that you’re tied up even though it’s just your wrist, right? 」

「 Yes, I feel my heart throbbing 」

Haiji replies bashfully.

I took off my shirt and lie down next to Haiji.

「 By the way, why do you want to get tied up? 」

I whispered to Haiji’s ears.

「 I might rampage from fear, therefore 」

She looked at me with a blushing face.

「 If I’m under the impression that I’m tied up, then I won’t struggle 」

「 It’s okay if you try 」

「 B-But, everyone’s watching 」

Haiji’s worried about the eyes of other people.

「 I would like to improve the time of death 」

No, you’re not going to die.

「 Don’t be afraid, believe me, 」

I gently pat Haiji’s cheeks.

「 Y-Yes, thank you 」

Then.

「 I’m taking this off 」

「 YEs 」

Haiji closed her eyes.

「 No. Don’t close your eyes. Look at me 」

「 But... 」

「 If you close your eyes, you won’t be able to see who’s doing what on you, right? You’ll start thinking “Why is this happening to me?” 」

I said.

「 It’s a rule when I have sex. You don’t close your eyes, you look at your partner and continue to confirm what’s in your vision, what’s happening to you, who’s doing it 」

「 I-I understand 」

I loosen the cord of Haiji’s bathrobe.

「 I-I’m nervous 」

「 Me too 」

Our first time having sex...

I feel like I’ve returned to the time when I was a virgin.

Each of the women is different. Their minds, their bodies, their sensitive spots.

I can’t down in the experience and knowledge with other girls.

I must understand the woman that is before me.

「 I’ll open the chest part 」

「 Err 」

「 I want to see Haiji’s breasts. I want to touch and lick them 」

I love breasts after all.

「 T-Then please do 」

「 Yeah, well then... 」

I spread the chest part of Haiji’s bathrobe nervously.

I opened it widely.

The white skin of a half-foreign beauty.

Then.

「 U-Uhm, is it weird? 」

It’s bigger than I imagined.

It’s not to the extent where I can call her loli-big-tits like Yomi, but...

How do I say it?

The shape of her breasts is a bit unique.

「 It’s the European shape. I heard that most girls in Europe are shaped like that 」

I remembered Katsuko-nee telling me that.

Yeah, these breasts are springy and they’re like fruits dangling down.

「 It’s not like that. Don’t worry 」

Anya’s breasts are like this too.

「 I-is that so? 」

「 Yeah 」

I grab Haiji’s breasts lightly.

It’s soft, elastic, and warm.

Haiji’s skin is getting hot from arousal.

「 This feels weird 」

Haiji said.

「 Having my breasts massaged like that 」

「 Does it hurt? 」

「 It doesn’t, it just feels strange 」

「 How does it feel? 」

「 I feel like my back is shivering. My chest feels hazy 」

「 That’s not good 」

I...

「 I’ll touch it more and lick it 」

Haiji’s nipples are colored beautiful pink.

It’s standing out from her areola.

I grind her nipples with both hands.

「 Hyaa, that was a jolt 」

Haiji trembles.

「 Yeah. I’m licking it 」

I forcibly place my lips on her right nipple.

「 aaaaAh! 」

Haiji leaks out a small voice.

I spread out saliva from my mouth.

Pecho, pecho.

I lick her nipples.

「 Aaah, d-don’t lick too much 」

She looks at me lick her nipples and she leaks out hot breaths.

「 Aaahn, you’re like a baby 」

「 Yeah, now I’m licking the other side 」

This time, I crawl my tongue on her left nipple.