Reborn: Revenge of the Concubine's Daughter

Chapter 308 The endless yearning

“Meng Xuan, can you relax your arm a little bit? I am out of breath.” He Danggui asked while holding Meng Xuan’s shoulders and frowning.

“That is my point!” Meng Xuan said unreasonably. “You are always calm and peaceful when you face me. You never blush or get excited. Why? I want you to feel something special!” It was not too late! She hadn’t married yet. From now on, he wanted to let her feel his presence all the time.

Meng Xuan suddenly kissed her. However, he found that she was trembling slightly but did not refuse his kiss like the last time. There was a burst of ecstasy in his heart, wanting to taste her sweetness more deeply. She flinched slightly, but he clasped the back of her neck to prevent her from escaping. He just wanted her to see him only.

Sure enough, his figure was reflected in her black pupils. In that reflection, he was also looking at her affectionately. Was his wish finally fulfilled?

She seemed to be a little embarrassed and closed her moving eyes. Her eyelashes quivered like butterfly wings, and her snow-white cheeks also blushed slightly. He suddenly found that his Xiaoyi was incredibly beautiful. Her skin was so transparent. Did she have to cover her beauty with that yellow gouache?

Most importantly, she was in his arms without the slightest resistance. There was even a hint of invitation in her expression… Was that an implication that Xiaoyi wanted to compensate for his harsh lovesickness in the past three years?

Xiaoyi belonged to him… If he slept with her, she would become his woman forever. If so, his regrets would disappear… This crazy thought bewitched him and made him clasp her tightly for fear that she might run away. More blood oozed from the bandage, but he didn’t feel any pain. His nose was filled with her Carefree Fragrance that could heal all the pain. She was his cure for everything.

So, he deepened this kiss and tried to pry open her teeth, wanting more sweetness. She seemed to have sensed his potential intentions, so she opened her eyes immediately in panic. She began to hit his chest and also hit his injury. However, he didn’t care about pain and felt happy.

He finally opened her teeth and wrapped her tongue. She gradually gave up resistance and closed her eyes again. He grabbed the opportunity to gain more sweetness.

As if the missing half of the moon was filled in an instant, he suddenly understood why he always had transient joy with Xiaoyi in his dreams. It turned out that he lacked her in reality. In this life, Meng Xuan had got almost everything he wanted except for his Xiaoyi. He only wanted his Xiaoyi. Only Xiaoyi. Xiaoyi…

This grieved but happy feeling was conveyed to her from his lips. He said nothing, but absorbed energy from her. He was the stranded fish, and she was the clear spring controlling his life and death. Feeling a strong love, He Danggui immediately gave up all struggles. It turned out that he was looking for the lost air stolen by her. She would steal his life three years later, and now she only had to give him a sip of air. That was fair.

However, he wanted more. His hands slid down her shoulders, stroked her back and slender waist, and entered into her nightgown. The delicate and soft skin, and the rough and powerful fingers had formed a strong contrast. The fusion of masculinity and femininity made both bodies tremble.

Happiness filled Meng Xuan’s heart. The soft sense in his palm was like the most beautiful and delicate silk. It was also the truest dream that he had ever had in his life. If it were really a dream, he would be willing to stay here forever.

He explored up inch by inch, but her compassion was suddenly exhausted. He Danggui used all her strength to push him away and put on the nightgown. While retreating to the corner of the bed, she shook her head and said, “No, we can’t do this.”

Meng Xuan sat up and moved to her, “Why? I have locked all the doors and windows. If someone comes to this place, I will know it.” His injury was torn open again. Blood oozed out of the bandage and fell on the silk quilt. Seeing the worries in her eyes, he blinked innocently “Xiaoyi, come here.”

He Danggui clutched her chest and shook her head sharply, “No. Not now. I didn’t expect it.”

She did want to make up him for the things she did three years later—she left him because he had other concubines, and he risked his life to retrieve the situation. She owed him, so she wanted to be nice to him. But this was too fast. She hadn’t fallen in love with him yet and she had not married him. How could she become his woman now? Even if he was affectionate and serious, she could not accept such a sudden behavior.

“You didn’t expect it?” Meng Xuan laughed, “Xiaoyi, you pushed me into your bed and let me kiss and touch you. Now you tell me that you are not ready? It’s your attitude that has aroused my desire. Xiaoyi, I have been waiting for too long and it hurts too much. I can no longer condone your excuse. You have no way to escape this time.” He crawled towards her on his knees regardless of the blood dripped from his wound, which looked like blossoms on the snow-colored sheets.

Blocking her in a corner with no backway, he leaned close to her and whispered, “You know what? This has happened more than a thousand times in my dreams. Xiaoyi, we are already a couple in my dreams. Let’s be a real couple, okay?”

He Danggui was speechless. Dreams were only dreams. Meng Xuan was really superstitious. A nightmare made him feel that she was in danger, and a dream about sex made him feel that she was going to be his wife?

“But you should follow the procedures.” He Danggui corrected him, “You should come to propose. After we get married, we can do this...”

“Really?!” Meng Xuan’s voice exploded in this small room with ecstasy. He Danggui was frightened by him. Meng Xuan was abnormal today. He acted like a drunk guy. He was screaming all the time and craving sex. Wasn’t he a gentleman?

Meng Xuan grabbed her slender shoulders and shook her back and forth. He smiled wildly so that two rows of white teeth were revealed. He repeatedly asked, “Will you marry me? Xiaoyi! Seriously? Are you sure?”

He Danggui remembered that she only asked Meng Xuan about his feelings for her. He loved her very much. She had never expressed herself to him. He treated her so sincerely, but she still didn’t believe him completely. Therefore, he could be curious why she changed her attitude to him suddenly since she didn’t like him before.

So, she began to state her “feelings” for him. She took a deep breath and said, “Meng Xuan, even though I am a cold person, I can still feel your sincerity. Maybe my affection is not as strong as yours, but I feel safe when I am with you, as if I am standing on solid ground. I am willing to marry you if you want.”

Meng Xuan froze for a while, and then touched his nose tip while asking, “You… You… Are you really willing to marry me?”

He Danggui nodded and continued to “confess”. She wanted to give Meng Xuan confidence and encourage herself. She took another breath and said, “You are such a perfect and affectionate man. I believe that every woman wants to marry you. I always have a good impression of you. Three years ago, I wanted to confess to you, but I was afraid that I didn’t match your requirements. I remember all the things you have done to me. However, I was too young back then, so I chose to hide my feelings. I did not reply to your letter out of shyness. But I regret it now. Since you stopped writing to me, I have started to miss you.”

“Did you also miss me?” Meng Xuan was full of doubts. Why did she suddenly change her attitude?

“Yes, I did!” He Danggui nodded and lied, “I missed you day and night. I missed you so much that I took out the handkerchief with which you wiped my bloody nosebefore as well as the Cultivation Method for Internal Energy. I read it while wiping my tears. At the same time, I chanted your name. Meng Xuan…Meng Xuan…” She felt that it was too much, so she made a revision, “Er, not very often. It happened twice or thrice.”

“Really...” Meng Xuan opened his mouth wide like a five-year-old ignorant child. “Really? Xiaoyi, please don’t be kidding.” In that extravagant dreamland, he didn’t even see this happen. She missed him so much that she held his stuff, chanted his name and shed tears for him? Thinking that he had left her alone for three years, he wanted to slap himself to death.

“Yeah, I have no reason to fool you.” He Danggui had gradually become a good liar. She almost believed in herself, “I like your natural and unrestrained demeanor very much, as well as your warm smile. Every time you show up, I will look at you secretly. As soon as you leave, I will feel lost. Meng Xuan, I love you unconsciously. When I heard that you also love me, I was very happy. I didn’t expect that you have affection for me. That is the best award for me… Er, I want to marry you, too.” She blinked and looked at the few red drops on the bedsheet with a guilty conscience.

“In that case, what are we waiting for?” Meng Xuan hugged her and stared at her eyes which were dodging. He smiled, “Let us taste the fruit of love.”