The Assassin's Enemy Lover

288 “I want you to feed me”

What does it feel like when someone you love embraces you from behind? It is the same as the feeling you get when your body gets enveloped in the glow of winter’s sun.

The feeling of Yi Chen hugging him from behind felt like soaking up winter’s sunlight. His entire body was flooded with feel good hormones improving his mood greatly. He leaned his head back on Yi Chen’s chest while touching the man’s arms wrapped around him and took a deep breath slowly sinking into the hug.

For a moment the two of them remained in this position each with their own thoughts. Yi Chen was breathing in the scent on Zi Han’s body and each time he exhaled his scorching breath would graze Zi Han’s skin making his scalp numb.

The warm base of ambroxan and cedar followed by the freshness of bergamot and the unexpected kick of Sichuan pepper tickled Yi Chen’s senses. This was the scent of his shower gel and whenever Zi Han used it he felt the need to hug him all the time. He would hug him at every opportunity. That’s because having his scent all over Zi Han’s body made him feel like he had indirectly marked his boyfriend letting the entire galaxy know that he was taken.

It was odd but it sort of gave him the impression that Zi Han had acquiesced to having their relationship status publicized to everyone outside their circle. He was extremely possessive of Zi Han and wanted to tell the entire world that they belonged to each other but since he couldn’t shout it out loud he could only be insanely happy when Zi Han used his stuff and wore his clothes.

Yi Chen kissed the side of Zi Han’s neck while speaking in a low husky voice, “You smell so good...,” while his fingers clutched the fabric of his t-shirt with his chest plastered against Zi Han’s back tightly.

Zi Han felt drunk after being doused with so much affection. Unable to bear it he said, “Eat something first... then we can mess around later.”

Yi Chen slightly bit his lower lip preventing himself from expressing his true feelings. He wanted to say, “How about we mess around first then eat,” but when he saw that Zi Han had worked really hard he didn’t have the heart to say it.

“Baby, I hurt all over, especially my arm... Will you take care of me?” he said with the latter sentence said in a muffled voice as he buried his head in Zi Han’s neck whispering with the vibrations from his voice making Zi Han a little thirsty.

.....

Zi Han pushed him away knowing fully well that Yi Chen’s body language right now was that of someone ready to eat something and that something wasn’t food.

He didn’t use that much force but Yi Chen curled up his arm resting on his abdomen looking all fragile. He even hissed while acting very pitiful and Zi Han almost got scammed.

“Are you ok...,” he said only to realize Yi Chen was holding his abdomen. He crossed his arms on his chest while pressing the tip of his tongue on his cheek while staring at him.

Yi Chen still wore an indigent expression trying to scam benefits from his boyfriend but Zi Han wasn’t buying it.

“Wrong place buddy. You hurt your arm not your abdomen now sit down and I will bring you something to eat,” said Zi Han before turning around to fill two bowls with ginseng chicken soup.

While ladling the fragrant soup into the bowl, Zi Han found himself opening his mouth to say, “Your dad called you. Well, your mum also... but you were knocked out. He um... he was very mad.”

Yi Chen who was sitting on the bar stool by the kitchen counter watching Zi Han’s ass suddenly raised his head and his expression turned wan.

“Did he-,” he said but Zi Han interjected,

“No, he wasn’t excessive.”

Zi Han brought over the steaming bowl and placed it in front of him. When he met Yi Chen’s anxious expression Zi Han’s chest clenched a little.

“I will talk to him...,” he said grabbing Zi Han’s wrist and pulling him over. Zi Han didn’t resist. He stood beside Yi Chen with the man’s powerful arm resting on his slim waist. Yi Chen looked up at him and said, “Can’t I tell him about us?” while his fingers slipped underneath the man’s t-shirt. He stroked and fondled Zi Han’s waist lovingly while pulling him closer.

Zi Han felt like he was in the presence of a succubus here to steal his soul and imprison him in a little black room filled with various sex toys. Zi Han cleared his throat but didn’t dare to look into those eyes and said, “You know your father well. He will only make things difficult for you. Let’s, let’s just keep it at that for now.”

Yi Chen wasn’t happy about this. His entire family knew but because his father would make trouble they all decided to keep his relationship with Zi Han a secret. But that’s not what he wanted. He wanted the entire world to know that this man right here, flaws and all, belonged to him.

Zi Han knew what he was thinking. They had already had this conversation so many times and each time Yi Chen was forced to concede. To appease his beloved, Zi Han lowered his body and planted a sweet kiss on the man’s lips showering him with all his affection. Yi Chen sucked on Zi Han’s lips his hand moving lower and lower his target obvious.

Zi Han’s lips quirked up as he grasped Yi Chen’s wrist stopping him. He gave him a light kiss before reprimanding him. “Is that all you ever think about?” asked Zi Han finding this laughable.

Yi Chen rested his head on Zi Han’s chest while saying, “I want you to feed me.”

Zi Han kissed the top of Yi Chen’s head and stroked his hair before sitting down next to him to feed him.

Yi Chen playfully rubbed Zi Han’s thigh with his fingertips while watching his lover blow on the hot soup in the porcelain spoon before bringing it over.

While he was feeding him Yi Chen kept staring at him with that intense heated gaze that had Zi Han’s ears heating up. He couldn’t help but ask, “Why are you looking at me like that?” before putting the spoon in his mouth. Zi Han suddenly regretted dishing out two bowls because they were going to share the same bowl anyway.