The Beta’s Regret

Chapter 44

He placedgently on the ground, and pulled his shirt over head. His glistening chest and abs cinto view.

His hands moved to unbuckle his trousers only then did it struck on me.

| pushed him away, instinctively wrapping my arms over my breast. | scampered to my feet.

Hurt settled on his features as he looked up to me. His knees still sunk to the ground. “Y-you- don’t want to?” He

stuttered.

| shook my head, and moved farther away. | couldn’t- | can’t commit the smistake again. Theo slept with

me, and still married Lyra.

Now Eros loves Susie, and still want to bed me. Then after that, what next? I'll be discarded like a trash. Never

Tears clogged my eyes... but need him so much. Badly, my insides are aching for him but Id rather die than be

someone else’s second. He loves Susie, so let him leavealone. Susie will always be in his life.

Emotions flickered across his face, hurt, disbelieve, then hurt again and anger.

“No?” his sapphire eyes flashed dangerously. In a wink, he standing in front of him, his hands coming to grip my

upper arms possessively. My breasts bobbled up.

“It’s one of those boys isn’t it? Who is it? Is it that useless Alpha mutt? Are you going back to him? Or that

Vampire? No? That stupid pack member?” he demanded through clenched teeth

“Why does it matter?!” | exclaimed

“Why does it matter??!” he yelled “It matters because you are mine! You love only me! Whoever it is, I'll destroy

him,” he swore. His eyes’ turning pit black- He’s furious and | know that | should be calming him if | was wise, but

| am mad myself. He has no right to be jealous when he has Susie in his life; always hanging onto his arm every

fucking time.

The image of them together in my head is enough to makego on rampage.

“Screw you!” | yelled, trying to pull my arms out of his grip.

“Yeah, letshow you how good it is to screw me,” he growled before his mouth slams onto mine. His hand

moves up into. my hair to hold my head in place for his punishing kiss. My breasts pressing on his hard chest.

His other hand firmly held my buttocks, holdingup, molding my body to his. My feet were off the ground

again. 1 struggled to be free, but he’s too strong.

Bll

He grinds his mouth against mine, and | tried to clamp my mouth shut. He bit my lower lip with pressure for me

to gasp, and he slipped his tongue inside. My brain goes hazy.

“I'm going to mark you.. | need to mark you,” he said in between gasps.

“No! Don’t!” | replied, pushing him off. My voice was breaking. If you marknow, I'll hate you forever.”

“No!” he stared atas though he was seeingfor the first time. “Why are you doing this? You loveas

much as | love you,” he declared desperately.

“No | don’t | don’t love you,” | lied. “I love someone else. It's why | asked for space,” My heart was breaking as |

said those

words.

He staggered back like I just hit him. “No,” he shook his head in denial “I don’t believe you. No. You love me. You

toldso. You do.”

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“Thed. | never loved you

it’s so hard to breath. My chest hurts so much. | feel like dying.

Exclunched his chest too, still shaking his head. “No, you're lying.”

Tears pooled in my eyes, and | turned away from him. | was suddenly feeling very sick, and weak; like all my

blood was

med. My chest hurt even more.

ket in front ofagain, grabbing my thighs “Tellit’s not true,” he begged, “please.“his voice shook as he

pressed. his face against my stomach.

cars began to streak down my cheeks. | was in so much pain, | couldn't even choke a single word out. Tiara was

in pain. “Sumer please, what can | do to make you love me?” he begged against my stomach. “Please tell me. I'll

do anything led to move, but he won't let go of me. “You loveplease, he begged, his voice sounding tortured.

trying so hard to stop crying, but my tears soon turned into silent sobs.

He looked up when fat tears started falling on his arms. My body was shaking uncontrollably

Wouldn't | lie without feeling such pain? Why couldn't | stop crying? Was | doomed not to find love in this life?

Will Es and | love story end like Theo's?

Els fused eyes suddenly glimmered with understanding as he stared up at me. Like he now understands

everything.. Sou do love me.” he declared with sudden clarity as he got on his feet.

1. p. I don’t.” | choked out, shaking my head.

“Oh yes you do. Love. Why are you lying to me?” he asked, gently cupping my face in his hands. He tilted my

face to look

but I closed my eyes.

Look athe called softly. | shook my head, willing the tears to stop falling but they kept coming. My sobs were

louder. Faeryting hurts so much.. the memories with him. Susie.

“Ber” he groaned before his mouth took mine on a soft gentle kiss. He kissedlike | was made of glass; like

the most ps thing he had ever held and touched. That madecry harder.

ye what can | do?” he asked, slowly unlatching his lips from mine. He leaned his forehead against mine. “Please,

tell

] Jei nor-go gasped between sobs.

The growled “Anything but that,” he said, mouldingcloser. “I'm never letting you go.”