Untamed: The Alpha

386 SHE HATED IT WHEN SHE HAD TO CRY

Zuri cried. “There must be a way! There must be a way!” Zuri then freed herself from Chaos’ arms, and lifted her head to look at the god of destruction.

Zuri didn’t remember the past, she didn’t remember what happened to them when she was a nymph, or when she was the first shifter that was created by the moon goddess, because all she cared about right now was what was in front of her and that was Chaos.

This was their life and she didn’t want to part ways with him again like their few previous encounters.

Even if she had to perish, she didn’t want to give up on finding a way to be with him, as long as he still wanted her.

“If we can find a way to find each other after what happened, we can find a way to be together too.” Zuri refused to back down and succumb to the same fate as their previous lives. “I will not give up on finding a way for us to be together and if you really want to be with me, you must not as well.”

Zuri looked into Chaos’ dark eyes with determination, her hazel eyes lit up with anger and pain for the inevitable fate that awaited her.

Chaos finally cracked a smile, the corners of his lips tugged upward when he looked at the girl before his eyes. She looked so beautiful, painfully beautiful in his eyes. How could their fate be entangled like this and he was not able to escape from her even when he knew there was not a good end for both of them?

Yet, he still revolved around her helplessly, even after knowing the ill fate between them that could kill her.

Yes, in every lifetime, it would always be Zuri, who would suffer in the end. Therefore, for better or worse, Chaos thought to end it with him this time. Even after everything that he had sacrificed for Zuri just to meet her once again, he knew that he would be a danger for her in the end.

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Losing himself to the darkness was one of the side effects that he had expected because he had shattered his soul more than once. He did that to save her, but in the process, he endangered himself.

If Chaos kept doing this, the dark side of him would take hold of him and in the end, he would forget about himself and bring the ultimate destruction to this world.

He could care less about the world, but the fact that he would hurt Zuri in the process and there was a high possibility that he would kill her with his own hands was something that he couldn’t bear. It would be better if she killed him first.

Yet, he wanted to spend as much time as possible with her whilst he was still sane enough. That was why he gave her the power to make the decision when she finally had to end this if he were to lose control...

That was why he gave the sword that could kill him to her, to keep her safe, even from him.

She would be the death of him for sure at this point, in literal sense, but he would rather have his life end in her hands than anyone else. She had to be the last person that his eyes could see...

“Everything would be all right, Blue...” Chaos leaned over to kiss away her tears. She was shaking right now, as her white hair stuck to her face. She looked so fierce, as if she was about to claw your face, but at the same time, she looked like a scared animal, afraid that she would get hurt. “Come here, I want to hug you...”

Zuri shook her head, she didn’t want him to hug her, she didn’t want him to come closer to her, because she didn’t want him to talk about killing him so recklessly.

“Don’t you want to be with me, Blue?” Chaos smiled at her softly. He looked at her indulgently. He didn’t want to scare her any further. She was akin to a scared cat that would attack you if you invaded her personal space. “Don’t you want to spend your time with me, Blue?”

“No!” Zuri snapped, she wiped her face and then glared at Chaos angrily.

“What should I do, so you can stop being angry with me?” Chaos looked at her gently. He felt his mind was much clearer than before, thus he would indulge whatever she wanted to do.

“I want you to live, I want us to find a way for you to live!” Zuri said firmly amidst her tears. She tried so hard to keep her voice from trembling, since that was so embarrassing, but she couldn’t help it. She sounded like a spoiled child, who didn’t get the things that she wanted, but all she wanted was for him to live, for them to be together.

Chaos smiled softly at her, he looked her straight in the eyes gently, as he extended his hand for her to take. “Can you come here to me, so I can hug you? I want to be close to you.”

“No!” Zuri clenched her jaw. She looked at him vigilantly, her eyes were ablaze with anger, but also pain. “I will bite you if you come any closer to me!” she warned him when Chaos took a step closer to her. Out of instinct, she backed away from him, but her eyes were still on him.

“Do you really think a bite will stop me?” Chaos asked. Even death couldn’t stop him from finding her, to be with her again. What was Zuri thinking, trying to threaten him with a bite?

“I will claw your face!” Zuri wiped her eyes roughly when a tear fell on her cheek. She hated it when she had to cry.

“Come here please, I want to be close to you,” Chaos pleaded with her.

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