Will of chaos

I was dreaming for a long time about something bizarre, I dreamed that I was reincarnated as a Duck, then I took a long journey from a Duck to becoming a Dragon Duck flying over a city that I destroy by sitting on top of it, my nest was a large pool where I was swimming on the surface of the water, then a giant baby appears who treats me like a toy while bathing in the pool that was my nest.

But suddenly I feel that the baby is squeezing me tighter and tighter and I can't breathe, so I open my eyes realizing that I'm in my bed.

Ding! Ding! Ding!

"But what..." (I)

The moment I open my eyes several bells start going off in my head about system notifications, presumably to talk about the various evolution changes, but I'll skip all that to see later, I have other things to check before then.

The first thing I wanted to know was who was squeezing me so tight, so I lift my blanket where I realize there are others on the bed.

I look around and realize that all my Familiars were sleeping nearby, Ragnar was in his Human form sleeping on top of Orion, Sakura was cuddled with Nix in a nearby armchair, and Layla and Hinata were in bed with me, but it wasn't those two squeezing me.

In addition to my two familiars, there was someone else, a dark-skinned Elf girl, she also had multicolored crystal scales on various parts of her body, her scales and hair were white in color, and she had three horns on her head made of multicolored crystal, but these horns had a surface reminiscent of tree bark as well as their scales.

The girl looks small like Hinata, but I can feel a great power coming from her, a power that is very reminiscent of Freya, the power of nature, this girl was naked, which allowed me to see a multicolored crystal on her chest that had lights of many colors flowing in circles continuously.

This girl was the one squeezing me, her strength clearly far outweighing her frail appearance.

I thought about waking her up, but I thought it would be better to let her sleep, it would be hypocritical to wake her up when I don't like being done to me.

"(If she's here it means the others have allowed it, so I won't bother with her.)" (I)

I stop looking at the girl, I lift one of my hands as I clench and unclench my fist feeling the power circling my body, but more than that is the feeling I'm feeling.

I feel good like everything is where it should be, I feel comfortable and good in my body far beyond what I have ever felt before.

I didn't have a problem with my body before, this feeling also has nothing to do with my new power after evolution, if I had to describe this feeling with something then it would be a feeling of completeness, I feel complete.

I didn't understand this feeling, after a few minutes of deliberation inside my head to remember my encounter with the Goddess Selene.

I woke up still half-asleep, so it took me a while to wake up enough for my mind to start working.

"Synchrony of body and soul." (I)

So bone is what it means to feel complete, I can't imagine myself any other way, I feel like this is how it always had to be.

I close my eyes and try to meditate to feel the changes in my body, I avoid using my Aura outside my body so as not to wake others up, but I can still feel that my Aura feels different, the difference is the density of my Aura, it almost feels like the density of a Ghost's body, feeling real and yet intangible.

Also, my internal structure may look the same but I can feel the big differences, my bones are heavier, my blood was coursing through my body 3 times faster and feels thicker, my heart is not just pulsing my blood through my veins, and my three natural energies are also being sent to run through my body continuously, this is like permanent physical improvement.

My eyes look different too, I noticed this when I opened my eyes before, but I can't tell how much different just meditating, but I can feel my horns, they're twice the size, and I can feel my power building up in them like a battery, beyond from this it seems that my horns can also serve to amplify my power in some way.

"(Strange, what is it?)" (I)

​ I faintly feel an energy that didn't exist inside me before, I recognize this energy, but I don't understand why I would have it.

This energy is Holy Power, I know this because I've felt Vanessa using it a few times, but the feeling is a little different from what Vanessa said, she said that Holy Power comes from the God we have Faith in, but I'm not a Priest and I don't feel that this Holy Power is connected to Goddess Selene, the feeling is different from the Blessing of Goddess Selene that I possess.

"Are you awake, master?" (Ragnar)

I open my eyes and see Ragnar standing in front of the bed, he looks at me as if he just realized something and avoids looking directly into my eyes.

"How long did I sleep?" (I)

"You slept for 3 weeks, caused some commotion as we thought." (Ragnar)

"I figured that out, but I'd like to know why you're avoiding looking into my eyes?" (I)

"I don't know what you're talking about, I'm looking at you right now." (Ragnar)

He tries to look into my eyes but his eyes avert after a few seconds, I close my eyes and use our connection to see myself through Ragnar's eyes.

But what I saw was an even more feminine body with brown skin, red hair and two large crystal horns that have energy flowing inside, the shock of seeing this appearance made me move my tail to remove the sheet covering me, so I realized happily that even though my face became so feminine and cute, my friend was still there, that was a huge relief for me.

But suddenly I noticed something that made my heart race, it was strange to see my nervousness through someone else's eyes, but even so, I looked my body up and down several times expecting a different result each time, which never happened.

My height of 1.25 meters had decreased to 1.22 meters, how could that happen, my hopes, I could accept not growing any more since my height hadn't changed in the last two evolutions, I could accept not growing, but why Why did my size decrease?

"(I thought you grew up as you got older, so why is the opposite happening to me!?)" (I)